Stitches

my eye's are so tired and weak but i know that if i close them, all i'll see is your face and seeing your face will make it much harder to forget everything including you. it doesn't make sense why these things happen it's like our hearts are created to have a mind of its own it makes us feel things we never thought we could feel, most of the time it's least expected. our hearts our so powerful that they can inhibit our souls sometimes making us feel ways we never thought possible good or bad. the worst of it all is when your heart slowly stitches a piece of that other person into you making it harder to forget everything and easy to give pieces and bits of yourself away. but even with all those stitches comes growth, maturity, and learning how to love even when you don't want to. love may actually have it's own mind, its own soul, it's own purpose in life. love is such a simple and complex word with its own powers. but in the end all it really is is the ablility to feel. its a feeling that draws people together no matter the circumstances or situations, it has a way of stitching everyone together forming a bond that can't easily be forgotten or misplaced, because even though sometimes our desire to not love someone is all we can think about in the end all we can really think about is how much we truly care for them and love them.

Bedroom Project

my new project right now is re-doing my bedroom i hope to create a humble abode i love being in and i'm excited to decorate it and be creative, I've been inspired by an amazing friend Katrina along with a few sites like these Urban Outfitters and Rose & Grey.

Thoughts

Christmas this year was different , more different then the one's in the past, i think it's because so much has happened and so much has changed that i am left completely blindfolded and unsure of everything not really knowing whether i should just let God guide me to where he wants me to go or to just take the blindfold off myself and pick a direction.


Gods plans our my plans
Job 17:11

Mini

Recently i bought the Fuji Instax Mini 7S Instant Camera and i love it, the pictures are credit card sized polaroids, although you can't really tell her, I recommend getting one it's a great and fun camera to capture moments with. Fuji Instax Instant Camera

Wind

i can't think anymore.
all i can do now
is let go.
let the next day come
and just enjoy what
it comes with.
because...
if i think
of all the things
i'll be missing out on
along with all the things
i'll miss, all that will
bring me is tears and weakness.
so instead.
i'm just going to let go
and let whatever is meant to
happen happen.
God has a reason for everything
this shouldn't be any different.
so i'm just letting the next day
happen the way it was always meant to..
without any thinking
without any worring
but most importantly
without any planning.
it's done.

Dear God,

i'm starting to realize the reason why i can't sleep
it's because there's too much going on and the only place
i can let it all out is in my head. all these worries.
confusion, and let's not forget the anxiety.
Yes. it's true.
i try so hard to believe that all this has meaning to it.
that because of certain events happening there's a reason for it all.
i'm drained. simply dried out. i know thats the worst thing i can possibly
be right now and that i'm not making things any easier for myself.
i know your there. next to me. whispering to me that everything will be fine.
i just can't seem to let go, to sit next to you and simply let go.
to let all these tears that i've with held and just give them to you.
so that you can take all those tears put them in a jar, and toss it as far away
into the unknown as possible. so that you can make me new.
i know it's taken me a while.
but God i'm letting go
starting with this letter-
a letter filled with my drainage.
i will no longer feel this unusual dizziness of being lonely
the fact of the matter is i'm simply not. i have everyone i need.
(he) has a way of playing with my feelings. of confusing me.
but now that i've caught him, things will be different.
i rely only on you God. it's taken me quite some time.
but time is what sets us free. it gives us time to reflect.
to change
to grow
to show the people around us how much we truly care.
even if its just with the little things.
thanks for giving me time.

love, whit.

Cambiare

Change: make or become different.
It’s like a moving train with no tracks
My soul inhibits every blood cell that flows through my veins
Maintaining my every breath and movement, just to keep me alive
It’s like never remembering a friend’s birthday, yet they remember yours
My mind fills the lines of unfinished images everywhere
What is change?
Certainly not two quarters, and a stepped on penny
My mouth thirsts for words it cannot find
My eyes have wrinkles underneath from the constant crying
Yet, everything stays the same
The old man sits on the same bench (alone and forgotten)
Street lights always fulfilling there given purpose
Me however, well, I just wait; for something to happen
Adjusting my hair to the movement of the wind
Observing unwritten stories smothered on stranger’s faces
One day-
I will be the ground on which everyone steps on and needs
Absorbing their energy, and guiding them in all sorts of directions
I will have changed into someone that loves everything
But that would be a lie, because staying the same is my flaw
It’s who I am, even when everything else changes

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