Butterflies

these butterflies
are wanting to come
out again.
it's a feeling
that hasn't come
out in a while.
it feels
refreshing,
it feels
nice.
i wonder
where these
butterflies
will take me.
who knows.

Today

today
in a long time
was a great day
it felt normal
but in
a good way
it felt
nice
like everything
was being put back
into place, only
it was a little
different
but it was
a great
different
today
was
a
good
day

Winter

This song has been speaking to me , and describes everything
i feel and how i feel, even though I'm not exactly in love
with a particular person, i feel at times that all i want to
be is loved. these lyrics are amazing. song by Noah Gundersen

i might be screaming while
you're
dreaming without any concern
it took so long
for me to find
that i can't try anymore

and

if i said i'm sorry
too many times before
it's cause
i
just wanted desperately
to make you love me
and
if the sun could shine in brighter
than on your distractions
i would climb
into hell
and
light myself
on fire

Sun Moon

finally. i can breathe.
not feel this weird
emptiness
within me.
i can finally resonate
with
a different form of love.
it's easier now that i don't only
depend on you.
because needing
you only
makes me weak at times.
instead i feel happy and remind
myself of what's in store for me
because at the end of the day
the moon & sun always stay the same.

Untitled

remember when we were kids
the time we sunk our feet in the mud
i do , it still gives me chills
remember when we were teens
we carved our initials on the old pine tree
i do, it gives me a warm feeling
remember when we were adults
i couldn't cook, you couldn't clean
i do, it was different
remember when we grew old
i don't, it never happened
when i was a kid i played with an imaginary friend named bud
i sat motionless by an old naked tree
i cooked food i found on the streets
washed my sleeping bag when it rained
i don't remember much
i try not to, because remembering only makes things worst
so what do i do
i pretend, it makes living a little better
it makes life worth living.