Submerge

each night i collect thoughts.
thoughts that embrace my mind and have
a way of holding me down;
i drown myself in those thoughts, because
that's all my mind will allow me to do
before closing my eyes shut.
it's a dangerous thing, to submerge yourself in countless
thoughts, risking never fully returning back to reality.
i don't want to drown myself anymore, instead i want to emerge,
and leave those
fickle thoughts in the deep.
to wake up and take a deep tender breath,
and let it all go.
i collected thoughts; now i just let them fade away
like writing on sand.

New Website

I will try my best to update this blog whenever i can, to put some thought and love into it.

but for now, a quicker and more recent place you can check out is my Tumblr

♥

Heart.

"i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)"

- E.E Cummings

Good.

The Head And The Heart - Gone from bar bar apartment sessions on Vimeo.

abroad.

traveling... it's been on my mind for quite a while now i feel the need to leave Seattle and soak in the culture and beauty of another place, it's a hunger i strongly feel that it is God who's given me this hunger, maybe I'll grow out of these experiences but the only thing holding me back is myself and i can't allow myself to do that any longer.